November 8, 2011

Miracles are happening

Wake up with a sun just because you feel its right time. Nature is calling me. I am listening the music of ocean which is so beautiful, so wild that you better stay just untouched by those amazing waves. Those beautiful bugs around got my attention, producing voices so beautiful that I just find myself full of emotions. Black birds sitting close to my tent seem to be one of the most experienced singers.
Feeling the harmony. This beautiful orchester around just calm your mind, your thoughts and you have got opportunity to experience the pure feeling of your heart. All is coming from your deep inside.

And when I get up ad leave my new house, cozy tiny tent, which is gonna be my home for few months, all nature around is already awake.
Following the steps of Jose, I am coming to yoga hall which is constructed from palm leaves and mostly natural material and constructed so well, that in the middle of it your voice is much this hall...everything is possible:)Life is miracle. I can feel my body from inside as I could never do before, feel my energy and this feeling of blissnes what comes throught you sometimes when you really catch the point. This kind of can really get...just when you follow your dreams-and suddenly they are coming true.
Nature become silence for a while.

Coming to shower in nature. Dont wanna disturb all small but very cute bats which are living there, but the need of that awaking cold water is much stronger:)
Meeting in kitchen with the other volunteer and Jose is sharing his fruits every time he has some (just amazing man who just dont need to know any project to know how to love)
Feeling of emptyness in my heart is gone....evening class with Marybel, my teacher of yoga, helped me to remember what is the most important in my love and share.
Thank you

June 5, 2011 opportunity, new life...

İ decided to write something about my life..something what and where İam living now..and why İ do so..maybe İ can inspire somebody to search for a reason why he or she is in that certain place...cause İ feel İ found the meaning of all my problems, of all the situations what İ am living. And what is that meaning?....what is that purpose? İ see it as İ can learn every day from every situation and make the others happy. İ really feel, İ really wanna share my love around me.
Before one week İ started to work in Turkey (for me is this place full of memories from last year when İ was studying here for 9 of the best places İ have ever been). İ am working as a tour, tourist, transfer guide...İ would say as all inclusive cause we miss many other people to work with us. So for now İ do all these kind of jobs first time in my life. What a challenge....İts all about touristic places-which İ really dont like so much, İ am living alone 80km from person who was last year the closest person for me, working alone and everything here is soooooo messed up that İ just have to learn on my own mistakes cause nobody else will explain what is going on. Funny right?:). But İ just love Turkey, İ love to meet new people and take care about them. İ love to help them and make them happy even if sometimes it seems to be as impossible. Slovak and Czech ordinary people are coming here to have this one week just for them. They are working all year long to get here and in the end they are usually not getting what they paid for. And there is me.....person who smile to them and offer them help. Yes its my job...but it depends if İ really wanna help them or İ just want to get rid of all of their problems. İ stopped my studyies to learn something new. İ was thinking about yoga and permaculture...this opportunity just came to me suddenly and as İ love this place so much İ didnt hesitate long time. Do you know that feeling to make somebody smile...everybody do...we are doing it every day. And İ found opportunity to grow this way. People have too many problems if the hotel is not appropriate...and İ am proud of me İ became more resistant of their anger just in one week because İ know they are not angry to me...they just want to rest..just want to forget their world and be happy. İ wish all of you to not live this kind of life. To be happy every day and enjoy it as you are on holyday. To appreciate and behave to your partner as you are in Caribic islands drinking coconut milk together in hamak and laughting of every situation what you lived in your life. İ really feel İ can make people happy.
However İ couldnt continue with my project for almost one months...but İ am living now the same situation and feeling the same when İ see my clients are becoming happy. İ will do more.....
We are here to be happy...and İ am...İ want to be and İ will be. İ love all people around and wish one day can everybody realize what it is all about

...about love and happyness...

March 13, 2011

Better world around us...

I can see the difference...dont look at a world and say how ugly it is, what a bad people are living around and how bad we are behaving to our mother nature, dont complain....I really dont want to see this, dont want to live this...
Its not that I want to be blind and deaf, that I want to fly in the clouds, wear pink glasses and not to be realistic...I am...actually I am realistic and I can see every day around me people who really care about our future, people who love to be here and want to change this world to better place to live in. As I could hear in one movie...Its too late to be pessimists...and I really agree. IT IS TOO LATE TO BE PESSIMISTS. We have this opportunity to change our world, to change our lives and even if I am starting with such a simple idea....believe me, this can be the start point:) With these first small steps we can make it real. Look at a world and search for better people around....and suddenly you will find the way:)
From february when we started this project with Joshua:), I really met sooooo many new friends....friends who liked my project or who didnt .....but all of those people are just great and I can see our great future, I am not pessimistic anymore. Try to see the difference and believe we can save our planet. Its still time to do this:)
What I would advice you.....speak with people around, find people who are positive thinking and become one of them, surround yourself with open-minded people, with people who can change you in good way.
I believe that we are influenced by every single person, every situation what we live every day...and its just up to us if we take it as an example and start to behave as the others or if we learn from it and become better persons. I prefer to learn. I dont wanna think negative anymore...:)Just smile to other people from your heart, from your inside. Try to realize that there are no bad people around you.....there are just people who are hurted, people who dont believe in goodness anymore, who are affraid to open their hearts and for who we can be example.
I met one women during this project....and she didnt want to receive my love. She said her bag is too heavy and too full already that she doesnt have a place for it (funny cause it sounds as she was speaking about her heart...). She could not understand the point....or....she just couldnt receive love because she was affraid to be hurted. This is what can happen very often. People are closing their hearts just to not be hurted. They cant share their love...but what is the worst..they cant even receive it. This woman finally took my fruit with the words that she will make me happy...and she did...because I believe that this message of love opened in her heart small door and maybe later when I left and she stayed there just with that piece of fruit..and she could realize that actually my purpose was to make HER happy and I didnt expect anything from her...Its all for free because we have so much love in our hearts that we can love everybody in this world.
I wanna say thank you for this..thank you for everybody who I met last days and during all my life because of those people I just could become better person. I am unbelievable grateful for my family because I couldnt choose better (love my mother who is trying to support my crazy ideas all my life, my father and great sister with who I believe one day I can spend longer time and we can find the way to each other...all my family....I just love them too much), I am happy for my friends who are all around the world...who are just amazing and every one of them is unique and great. I want that they know how I appreciate them, how I love them and what they gave me in my life. I want to say thank you even to my boss who teachs me every day that even if we are working (hard or less hard:)), sometimes in stress, that its still possible to behave nice to the others, to smile and share us. Thanks to my workmates for a great time what I have at work, thanks some of my professors who could teach me a lot(especially in Turkey:)...thanks to every person who I met:)

Try to help us....doesnt matter which idea you will offer free hugs around you, to be nicer to people around, clean our nature every simple picking up some garbage from floor or save it by using less electricity, less products which are harmful for our planet because of their plastic cover..., or by using stairs instead of elevator (what is actually good for nature and you as well:)) or just by our your first steps and your life will become nicer, easier and more colourful:)...

Lets make a difference:)Lets go this way...I believe...try to do the same:)....


February 10, 2011

Woman from the bank...

Every day I do this project I can learn a lot from the reactions of the people. They seems to be so confused, so scared and surprised....but in the end all of them just can´t stop smile and giving me so much positive energy sharing their love even if they dont realize it. Their faces are getting red and eyes are shining...telling me Thank you without words. Everytime I do this, everytime I give piece of fruit for free I got the feeling I am holding my heart in my hands. For me its very emotionals sharing...I would love if you could try it and share your feelings...:)

I was in my bank today, and woman who is working there just started to speak with me as a friend. Asking me what I am doing, what I am studying and sharing with me her experiencies, her life. I just felt so much love from her, I felt as I want to stay there and just speak with her and enjoy that moment. When I left..I knew what I need...what I want to do. I chose the best pineapple what i could find in the shop and brought it to her.To say thank you.
Love is all around us, you are receiving it every single day and its just up to you if you want to give it back.
When I gave her that pineapple...she was wonderful, she told me I made her so happy...but actually it was her who made my day:)
I believe we are attracting people who are around us....and if I can meet every day such a good person with so much love to just worthy to live and I feel I am one of the happiest person in the world that time:)

I want to say thank you one more time. Maybe one day she can read this article to know how amazing person she is:)maybe one day if you will go around VUB bank in Nitra so you can just bring her some fruits to show her what amazing person she is..cause people who are sharing their love without expecting anything back....are those who won in this world, are those who can change this world:))))...and I wish I can be one of them :) Maybe you can join us:))


February 6, 2011

First steps...the best steps

Since I got idea to really start this project, my life could really change...but there are some moments when you stop to believe that everything is going to be alright, that life is not so easy and to follow your dreams is making it more complicated. But these times, these days, these minutes are getting shorter if you really can get to point where you believe and know you that its up to you what is happening around you, that you are going to be unbelievable happy:)
This week 2nd of february I stop to believe and for one day long I tried to change my attitude to very difficult situation, to think positive and not loose my way. Because I am learning how to manage problem alone and not complain,solve problem by my feelings, by my own, I was little stressed. Fortunately chance to start our project came to me and I bought in shop one really nice pear....On the way home I saw girl waiting for somebody...little bit nervous. Probably person she was waiting for was really late. I decided that for this girl it could be nice....just grab the pear and with words: We are starting new project, to give fruits for free and make people happy....I was giving it her. From first moment she seems to be really surprised and when she realized I am giving her pear just to make her happy...I will never forget those eyes, I have never seen sooo shining eyes...its just that I could see so grateful eyes looking at me, her smile and words telling me Thank you so much... I almost run away and start to cry....all day long I was hiding my problems I could feel that my problems are was just so amazing to see those eyes, and feel the love what she gave me in one moment. I just realized...this is one of my ways...I want to share love, I want to make people happy, make them smile..I want to live this situation again. We are living our dreams every day...We just cant give up!


February 3, 2011


Year 2011 completely changed my life...its just second of february, but I can say I did really such a huge step in my life as I have never done before. Its just so amazing to see yourself doing well, to see that your dreams are coming true, to see that you are completely changing and growing in some way:)
I used to regret all my mistakes what i did in my life, I used to cry for my problems and not see the way which I should go. My friends, exboyfriend, family...everybody around could tell you a lot about see me crying, to see me dieing...every day last few months. Have you ever thought your life is not enough beautiful anymore to hold on, is not worthy to live,and that its time to leave and away??? ....NO,NO,NO.....never...never let yourself to think this way. Why?...because there is still way, there is way to be happy, there is something in the world what can make you happy, what can give you new power to live, show you what is important for you and what are your aims......start with love yourself. Look at your hands..look at your body...look at the mirror and say what you can you really love every part of your body? Do you realize how unique you beautiful, how amazing body you have. Love your brown eyes, love your color of your satisfied with yourself. Its just amazing how different people are...everybody has something so specific and so beautiful on his body, something so funny or something so ugly...that you just need to love it....its YOU, its your being..your soul got perfect cover. Be proud of it, be yourself and dont try to hide who you are and what is your look. You are amazing how you were born. Love and you will realize that your love is all around. You are making other people happy. You have that power to make them smile, you have power to do magical things around you. You will just realize that you are giving your LOVE FOR FREE and not expecting anything back. Be the one who can show the others how amazing is to love, how amazing life we can live, become example for people who need it as you did in the past. Its so easy to change your be proud of you, to share.

 I do...I am proud of myself where I am now, I am glad to live my life here right now, I am unbelievable happy for all my experiencies what i lived in my life, for all my mistakes, for all my losts.  Be happy now, love and share. Share what you´ve got what you have...:)Its worthy!


January 31, 2011

Love for free: Slovakia

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