Every day I do this project I can learn a lot from the reactions of the people. They seems to be so confused, so scared and surprised....but in the end all of them just can´t stop smile and giving me so much positive energy sharing their love even if they dont realize it. Their faces are getting red and eyes are shining...telling me Thank you without words. Everytime I do this, everytime I give piece of fruit for free I got the feeling I am holding my heart in my hands. For me its very emotionals sharing...I would love if you could try it and share your feelings...:)
I was in my bank today, and woman who is working there just started to speak with me as a friend. Asking me what I am doing, what I am studying and sharing with me her experiencies, her life. I just felt so much love from her, I felt as I want to stay there and just speak with her and enjoy that moment. When I left..I knew what I need...what I want to do. I chose the best pineapple what i could find in the shop and brought it to her.To say thank you.
Love is all around us, you are receiving it every single day and its just up to you if you want to give it back.
When I gave her that pineapple...she was wonderful, she told me I made her so happy...but actually it was her who made my day:)
I believe we are attracting people who are around us....and if I can meet every day such a good person with so much love to share....it just worthy to live and I feel I am one of the happiest person in the world that time:)
I want to say thank you one more time. Maybe one day she can read this article to know how amazing person she is:)maybe one day if you will go around VUB bank in Nitra so you can just bring her some fruits to show her what amazing person she is..cause people who are sharing their love without expecting anything back....are those who won in this world, are those who can change this world:))))...and I wish I can be one of them :) Maybe you can join us:))
Since I got idea to really start this project, my life could really change...but there are some moments when you stop to believe that everything is going to be alright, that life is not so easy and to follow your dreams is making it more complicated. But these times, these days, these minutes are getting shorter if you really can get to point where you believe and know you that its up to you what is happening around you, that you are going to be unbelievable happy:)
This week 2nd of february I stop to believe and for one day long I tried to change my attitude to very difficult situation, to think positive and not loose my way. Because I am learning how to manage problem alone and not complain,solve problem by my feelings, by my own, I was little stressed. Fortunately chance to start our project came to me and I bought in shop one really nice pear....On the way home I saw girl waiting for somebody...little bit nervous. Probably person she was waiting for was really late. I decided that for this girl it could be nice....just grab the pear and with words: We are starting new project, to give fruits for free and make people happy....I was giving it her. From first moment she seems to be really surprised and when she realized I am giving her pear just to make her happy...I will never forget those eyes, I have never seen sooo shining eyes...its just that I could see so grateful eyes looking at me, her smile and words telling me Thank you so much... I almost run away and start to cry....all day long I was hiding my problems inside...now I could feel that my problems are ridiculous...it was just so amazing to see those eyes, and feel the love what she gave me in one moment. I just realized...this is one of my ways...I want to share love, I want to make people happy, make them smile..I want to live this situation again. We are living our dreams every day...We just cant give up!
Year 2011 completely changed my life...its just second of february, but I can say I did really such a huge step in my life as I have never done before. Its just so amazing to see yourself doing well, to see that your dreams are coming true, to see that you are completely changing and growing in some way:)
I used to regret all my mistakes what i did in my life, I used to cry for my problems and not see the way which I should go. My friends, exboyfriend, family...everybody around could tell you a lot about it...to see me crying, to see me dieing...every day last few months. Have you ever thought your life is not enough beautiful anymore to hold on, is not worthy to live,and that its time to leave and just...fly away??? ....NO,NO,NO.....never...never let yourself to think this way. Why?...because there is still way, there is way to be happy, there is something in the world what can make you happy, what can give you new power to live, show you what is important for you and what are your aims......start with LOVE...to love yourself. Look at your hands..look at your body...look at the mirror and say what you can see....do you really love every part of your body? Do you realize how unique you are...how beautiful, how amazing body you have. Love your brown eyes, love your color of your skin...be satisfied with yourself. Its just amazing how different people are...everybody has something so specific and so beautiful on his body, something so funny or something so ugly...that you just need to love it....its YOU, its your being..your soul got perfect cover. Be proud of it, be yourself and dont try to hide who you are and what is your look. You are amazing how you were born. Love and you will realize that your love is all around. You are making other people happy. You have that power to make them smile, you have power to do magical things around you. You will just realize that you are giving your LOVE FOR FREE and not expecting anything back. Be the one who can show the others how amazing is to love, how amazing life we can live, become example for people who need it as you did in the past. Its so easy to change your life....to be proud of you, to love....to share.
I do...I am proud of myself where I am now, I am glad to live my life here right now, I am unbelievable happy for all my experiencies what i lived in my life, for all my mistakes, for all my losts. Be happy now, love and share. Share what you´ve got what you have...:)Its worthy!