İ decided to write something about my life..something what and where İam living now..and why İ do so..maybe İ can inspire somebody to search for a reason why he or she is in that certain place...cause İ feel İ found the meaning of all my problems, of all the situations what İ am living. And what is that meaning?....what is that purpose? İ see it as İ can learn every day from every situation and make the others happy. İ really feel, İ really wanna share my love around me.
Before one week İ started to work in Turkey (for me is this place full of memories from last year when İ was studying here for 9 months...one of the best places İ have ever been). İ am working as a tour, tourist, transfer guide...İ would say as all inclusive cause we miss many other people to work with us. So for now İ do all these kind of jobs first time in my life. What a challenge....İts all about touristic places-which İ really dont like so much, İ am living alone 80km from person who was last year the closest person for me, working alone and everything here is soooooo messed up that İ just have to learn on my own mistakes cause nobody else will explain what is going on. Funny right?:). But İ just love Turkey, İ love to meet new people and take care about them. İ love to help them and make them happy even if sometimes it seems to be as impossible. Slovak and Czech ordinary people are coming here to have this one week just for them. They are working all year long to get here and in the end they are usually not getting what they paid for. And there is me.....person who smile to them and offer them help. Yes its my job...but it depends if İ really wanna help them or İ just want to get rid of all of their problems. İ stopped my studyies to learn something new. İ was thinking about yoga and permaculture...this opportunity just came to me suddenly and as İ love this place so much İ didnt hesitate long time. Do you know that feeling to make somebody smile...everybody do...we are doing it every day. And İ found opportunity to grow this way. People have too many problems if the hotel is not appropriate...and İ am proud of me İ became more resistant of their anger just in one week because İ know they are not angry to me...they just want to rest..just want to forget their world and be happy. İ wish all of you to not live this kind of life. To be happy every day and enjoy it as you are on holyday. To appreciate and behave to your partner as you are in Caribic islands drinking coconut milk together in hamak and laughting of every situation what you lived in your life. İ really feel İ can make people happy.
However İ couldnt continue with my project for almost one months...but İ am living now the same situation and feeling the same when İ see my clients are becoming happy. İ will do more.....
We are here to be happy...and İ am...İ want to be and İ will be. İ love all people around and wish one day can everybody realize what it is all about
...about love and happyness...
